Tell me why I should stay.

I was feeling extremely horrible yesterday after staying in school to study with jayem and Michelle. No doubt it was PRETTY productive, but I don't know what's going up there in that brain(if there is) of mine.

Horrible? Don't know leh. Although in the morning, I ran more than 3.2km with jayem at 8, which therefore supposed to make me feel happier because I'm like finally getting my running schedule up. Not exactly preparing for Nike race (i totally have no idea what's gonna happen), but praying hard that I won't be the last or any stupid stitches would just come along and bite my flabby stomach. I want to get the bracelet though - sounds exciting. Was quite proud of the fact that I didn't purchase fries to eat. Really glad.

But I don't know what happened then. Supposed to go to Daiso to have a Shopping Retail Therapy (SRT) session with Mich, but didn't cos the weather was heavy and we were all pretty shagged. Daiso is a potential place for me to have SRT, cheap and unique -Not a bad combi ah.

Buy some junk, throw at home, collect dust and Mom will scold. ( IS IT ME OR WHAT. WHY DOES IT RHYME!?)

So today, I did nothing much but just feeling horrible about yesterday. I'm living such a loser life.

Anyway, was surfing and came upon ADIDAS website.

Adidas is organizing a donation event. Where we are allowed to participate by just donating our old sports shoe of any brand to the adidas outlets(majority of them) and pick a brand new adidas sport shoes on the given shelf - and the best part is, you just have to pay a small part of the price! It's on till early Sep :(

Every 20 pairs of old stinky sports shoes you donate, 1 pair will be generated and given to the less fortunate. AWESOME OR WHAT. I'm gonna steal my dad's running shoe and mom's taichi shoe to donate! HAH! OKAY, i know the details are so little - Sorry. Just retyping whatever I read few hours ago. Check out the adidas website! The only reason it's here because I have alot of sporty friends. HAHA

I was thinking of donating my Adidas boots. BUT THEN WHAT THE HECK, IT IS THE PAIR THAT BROUGHT ME SO MUCH TEARS AND JOY AND GLORY TO THE TEAM MAN. I might just live in regret for the next 70 years of my life. And i just bought my Adidas sport shoe last year! As much as I would love to give it away, My mom would just kill me.

So fun! It reminds me of project work somehow. Woah, if we had this idea, I think it's awesome. AHAHAHA. On the other hand, I'm really glad you're gone, project work - and the Curtain Descends...

Sometimes, when I get all angst up for no apparent reason, I really wonder why am I getting so agitated over stuff that I don't even know. The feeling contains hatred, sympathy and apathy at the same time. SO TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO..................... No, actually, no thanks. Don't tell me what to do because i'm falling for you... OKAY THATS JUST A SONG I MADE UP. HAHA..
sometimes i tell myself "sleep lynette, sleep. then you won't have to face this world and live up to their expectations anymore."